I have finally arrived at my 2016 Song of the Year. This is the song that has meant the most to me this year.
Last year, in 2015, my song of the year was Hold Each Other by A Great Big World. This year, my Song of the Year is So Alive by the Goo Goo Dolls.
So Alive is the first single off of the Goo Goo Dolls latest album Boxes. This single was released in April 2016, and the timing does factor in. To explain, I need to go back to what was one of the biggest stories of 2016: the Pulse shooting. It was the biggest mass shooting in recent American history and one of the worst attacks on the LGBT community.
And it was very hard on all of us. This song was one I was listening to soon after and it really spoke to me on how to move on:
Feeling like a hero, but I can’t fly
No, you never crash if you don’t try
Took it to the edge, now I know why
Never gonna live if you’re too scared to die
That was really it. You’re never going to live if you’re too scared to die. The video seems to reinforce this up as boxer Kristen McMurtree fights against … herself. The person you are often most scared of is yourself.
Lead singer John Rzeznik said about this song “I don’t want to dwell on the sobriety stuff because it’s an old musician cliché and I’m no different, but the song is about finally feeling normal again, and how normal feels so completely alien when you’ve been sick for so long”.
Not being sick, being scared, or living a half-life. Instead, living out life to the full, this is what I wanted to do in 2016 and that’s why this was my song for the year.
